Why is my life so ridiculous? I seem to go from one crisis to the next. Maybe everyone does, but being alone I feel like a rag doll being beaten repeatedly against a rock.
I’ll apologize now if this post sounds hopeless. I’m sure things will look up in a day or two before the next round hits.
Another doctor appointment this afternoon. Really?!@@@?!!! I’m so very tired. The phone calls from the doctors offices yesterday with the test results were not what I had in mind. Although not life threatening, definitely life upsetting.
The antibiotics are making me feel queasy and dizzy. I have to drive to the doctor’s office a half hour one way later. Please God let me feel ok to do that.
I’m feeling sad, pathetic, overwhelmed, and so very alone this morning. Maybe a shower and a nap will help since I didn’t sleep well once again.
Today I’m grateful for: (really searching for this today)
1. I have a home and a shower.
2. The medication was free with my drug plan
3. I like my doctors.